December 2009
j's the number one lifesaver.
i’ve been craving sushi since last night and he has graciously offered to treat me to sushi for lunch. yumyumyum.
he’s an frp for a reason! (:
“If ever there is a tomorrow when we’re not together, there is something you must...”
– Winnie the Pooh (via kari-shma)
suddenly, i miss my cha. ):
i hope you’re having fun in china. i can’t wait for you to come back. i’ve got so much to tell you. i need our bpp starbucks session. i love you. 09’s almost over, thank god. and i know next year is our year. i just know it. i love you. please please please take care. and call me when you get home.
“If Tom had learned anything… It’s that you can’t ascribe great cosmic...”
– 500 Days of Summer (via helloandthengoodbye) (via eannnn)
if this has been nothing but a dream, let me sleep...
“being with you is like going on vacation and coming home to a phone filled with...”
“Being in love was like China: you knew it was there, and no doubt it was very...”
– The Amber Spyglass by Phillip Pullman (via poeticheartache)
fell asleep. for 2 hours. and now i'm up again....
“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and...”
– Maria Robinson (via chickenshit) (via quote-book)
i was thinking of what to wear for tomorrow,...
j suggested my gold leggings with the bintang top he bought me from bali. laughoutloudhilariouscrap.
2010's not even here and good things are already...
how can a girl not be excited?
it's the weirdest feeling on earth, to lose...
these tears are far too familiar.
i don't know which is weirder.
being told that i should give it a shot, or being told not to.
i can't tell you that you've made me cry.
because it’ll probably make you laugh. because you’ve made me cry far too many times before. because i don’t wanna seem weak. because i feel stupid. because the world expects that the new me sheds no tear.
“How long can hearts ache
how far can they overflow
before those hearts break?”
– Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott)
it's scary how the world seems to think that i...
my ex just asked me for help with getting his new...
i no longer have feelings for him, but it still does feel like shit. to never be the one, yet still constantly be expected to go out of my way for these guys who’ve broken my heart at one point or another.
the day i realise that i can't save the rest of...
that might just be the day i’ll be finally happy. and it might just be the day i die.
“never let yourself be an option, when you know you’re good enough to be...”
– me.
“humans only get fucked up for one of two reasons: money or love.”
– j
“I need you to fill
the little indention that’s
missing on this bed.”
– Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott) (via quote-book)
dear j,
i don’t know if you’ll read this, but i really hope you do. i may not know you for very long, and it’s amazing how comfortable i am being honest with you. last night was a primary example.
i don’t know how long i’ve been keeping it inside. but it’s been hell, especially since i feel so alone sometimes. so thank you for listening. even though you were visibly...
i started my "being with you" collection
because i wanted to remind myself what it should feel like. i think i’ve forgotten and that’s just sad. well, this too shall pass.
where does being strong get you?
addicted. love has no distance, baby.